Looks like I need to update with other things. Maybe I’ll make a separate tumblr for my nail stuff. Keep this more about other things?
Heading to LA soon! Can’t wait for warm weather!
just a big kid =)
I went from plus $1500 this month…
to NEGATIVE $1800!
oh the element of surprise…
I still got another $1800 to pay for the dragonboat race. Hoping my team will pull through and pay me back quicker ><”
I’m really bad at maintaining this lately.
Soooo busy with my practicum and preparations for finishing this diploma program.
I have goals for March but I’ll have to type them up later…
I love my new phone ^^
This month’s HP goals were rough. That’s as simple as I can put it. It’s not that I didn’t want to try or anything. It was so hard to do with running a team, finals, practicum, and death. Yeah, that last one got me in pretty bad shape.
But I must say, my wonderful boyfriend held himself up quite well during my tornado of rage and tears. I can tell he’s listening to me more and that makes me so happy.
So let’s review:
1) Fight only if it’s necessary.
I tried really hard with this one. Biting my lips from fighting about nothing. It’s really hard when he wears his outside clothes in my bed. I have a little bit of OCD I guess.
2) Don’t take it out on him.
Ok, this one I failed. I have no excuse. Yes February was rough, but I shouldn’t make it rough for him too. I take on these roles, not him.
3) Don’t expect a fairytale.
I also tried hard with this one. Valentines day usually gets me down because everyone flaunts their story. And I really didn’t expect anything extravagant for our celebration; I had a great time at our dinner. But it would have been nice to see him on that day.
4) Take care of it yourself.
I think what I did best here was when I was having a stressful day, I didn’t call him to comfort me. I knew I would blow up because I knew I was irritated. He could say something slightly off and I could go ape shit. Took care of myself… myself =)
5) Treat him like how you want to be treated.
Tough to do, couldn’t really talk/see him a whole lot in February. I did pay for lunch on Saturday. I also left him a few surprises in his room for Valentines day.
6) Give more.
I guess 5 sorta covers this too.
Overall, another set of goals to continue to work on. Tomorrow, I lay down March’s goals.
It’s harder than I had anticipated. Is this a sign?
I’m so upset.
Reminder to self: I’m not supposed to expect anything.