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Looks like I need to update with other things.  Maybe I’ll make a separate tumblr for my nail stuff.  Keep this more about other things?

Heading to LA soon! Can’t wait for warm weather!

just a big kid =)

I went from plus $1500 this month…

to NEGATIVE $1800!

oh the element of surprise…

I still got another $1800 to pay for the dragonboat race.  Hoping my team will pull through and pay me back quicker ><”

I’m really bad at maintaining this lately.

Soooo busy with my practicum and preparations for finishing this diploma program.

I have goals for March but I’ll have to type them up later…

I love my new phone ^^

This month’s HP goals were rough.  That’s as simple as I can put it.  It’s not that I didn’t want to try or anything.  It was so hard to do with running a team, finals, practicum, and death.  Yeah, that last one got me in pretty bad shape.

But I must say, my wonderful boyfriend held himself up quite well during my tornado of rage and tears.  I can tell he’s listening to me more and that makes me so happy.

So let’s review:

1) Fight only if it’s necessary.

I tried really hard with this one.  Biting my lips from fighting about nothing.  It’s really hard when he wears his outside clothes in my bed.  I have a little bit of OCD I guess.

2) Don’t take it out on him.

Ok, this one I failed.  I have no excuse.  Yes February was rough, but I shouldn’t make it rough for him too.  I take on these roles, not him.

3) Don’t expect a fairytale.

I also tried hard with this one.  Valentines day usually gets me down because everyone flaunts their story.  And I really didn’t expect anything extravagant for our celebration; I had a great time at our dinner.  But it would have been nice to see him on that day.

4) Take care of it yourself.

I think what I did best here was when I was having a stressful day, I didn’t call him to comfort me.  I knew I would blow up because I knew I was irritated.  He could say something slightly off and I could go ape shit.  Took care of myself… myself =)

5) Treat him like how you want to be treated.

Tough to do, couldn’t really talk/see him a whole lot in February.  I did pay for lunch on Saturday.  I also left him a few surprises in his room for Valentines day.

6) Give more.

I guess 5 sorta covers this too.

Overall, another set of goals to continue to work on. Tomorrow, I lay down March’s goals.

It’s harder than I had anticipated.  Is this a sign?

I’m so upset.

Reminder to self: I’m not supposed to expect anything.